No More Failure

No one is perfect in this world

I am not a perfect one too

I got lots of visible and invisible weaknesses that

always drive the people around me or even I myself crazy

Same goes to you

Maybe it's true that you really have some weaknesses

But then Hey

You should be proud of that as it proves that u are a normal human being too!!!! Right????

Please don't ever think that you fail in this and fail in that

Seriously

You improve a lot and a lot

I see it with my naked eyes and

Feel it deep within my heart

You are just nice and just perfect in my eyes

Believe it or not

It's all up to you

Let think bout something

If you are really a failure..

Then why am I not quickly run away from you and get rid of you???

The answer is just so simple

I Need You

Seriously

Believe in yourself and trust yourself k??

Be confident and stand strong

Think positively and be happy

All of us are unique in some ways

We are all the creation of God

I can feel the light of God shinning upon you

You have the power of healing my doubts and worries

Whenever i see you

I feel God's love

This is what make me strong

And it's you who always remind me that i am not alone

and God love me just the way i am

No matter what

Always remember that

You are not alone

Even when there's no one who love you

God does

Even if there's no one be with you

God does

So do I

I will never leave you alone k??

I will lend you my shoulder and be your shelter when you need it

24 hours on calls

I will try my best to lend you my hand and never take it back

until the ends come

"Jia You"

You are the best in God's eyes

And you will never ever be a failure in my heart

I swear

You should be proud of that

XD

All the best to you

and like what you said

Just leave everything to God

He will guide us and lead us to the best path

Forget about all the past

Looking forward to the future

I believe that after we have gone through all these suffers

We will surely grow and i trust that

A better future is awaiting us

soon

C.H.E.E.R.S.S.S.S.S.S.S.S !!!!!

=)

God bless and Jesus Love You

=D

I Need Strength

Seriously

I don't know what have happened to me these few days

I get emo easily

Mentally tired

Physically tired

I feel the serious and heavy burden on my shoulders

Feeling sad and depress easily

Sense of disappointment surrounding me

Old, bad memories appears in my head

Bringing me back to the past that halt me from moving forward

I realize that i start shutting my heart close again

Refuse to trust anyone

Feel my heart break into pieces

Piercing me

In which the pain is just so indescribable

Confidence flying away

I start seeing myself hiding

Feeling suffocating

Tears filling my eyes every moment

I just cant figure out what happen to me again

I need a a shelter

I need a comforter

I need my confidence back

I need a rest

I need a break

And seriously.....

I NEED YOU...GOD!!!

I need your love, God

I need your strength

I need you

Take control of my life, Lord

Give me strength and confidence.

Lead me to the right direction, oh Lord.

纯洁

接受现实

我什么都没有

没有样貌

没有身材

没有可以吸引别人目光的特质

普普通通

根本无法与人比较

"比上不足, 比下也不足"

知道自己没有权利

我无法要求什么

也不敢奢望什么

才发现

自己再也没有什么值得被保留

如今

只但愿自己能保守自己的心

一颗简单, 单纯的心

唯有这颗心

才能让自己觉得

至少

生命还有意义

唯有这颗心

才能让自己觉得

自己还存有生存的价值

可以用这颗心

去传播爱心

温暖这个世界

让别人感受到爱与关怀

帮助别人

也帮助自己

完成人生的目标

....唯有保存这颗纯洁的心....

♥

" There's nothing that can stop me from missing

There's nothing that can stop me from loving

There's no one who love me as you two

There's no one who care me more than caring themselves. "

As the time passes Every second Every minute

Every hour Every day

I remind myself that the time left to be with you guys

are getting lesser and lesser

I don't wanna regret

I wanna cherish every moments being with you guys

I wanna tell you guys how much I Love You

...As much As possible...

Just a random post

To express my deepest feeling in heart now

And that is...

I LOVE YOU MUM & DAD

I AM MISSING YOU GUYS SO SO SO MUCH

I AM MISSING HOME

EVERY DAY EVERY MINUTE & EVERY MOMENT

I LOVE YOU

♥

DO TAKE CARE AND DON'T BE STRESS

DON'T OVERWORK AND TAKE ENOUGH REST

YOUR DAUGHTER IS DOING FINE HERE AND NO WORRY

M.U.A.C.K.S.S.S.S.S.

♥

Piano

Just a very sudden feeling that

I MISS MY PIANO SO SO SO MUCH

I miss the time my fingers touching the keys

Black and White keys

Even though they look the same

But each with different tones and sounds

Playing together

They make awesome musics

They reflect my mood and emotions

Bringing me into happiness and dreams

It brings me back to memories too

Musics

Full of Miracles and Magic

Cleanse all my moody emotions

It is just so perfect that

It has become part of my life

And that's the reason why..

I LOVE IT SO MUCH

A Piano

Although it's just a simple musical instrument made of wood

Painted black or white

With all the long and short black and white keys

But if you think about it seriously

You may realize that

It's just like the different kinds of people around us

Making up our life a perfect and wonderful ones

Full of freshness and excitement

Fill our life with bitterness and sweetness

Imagine if there is only one black or white key

Can u produce amazing pieces??

Definitely It's Impossible

P.I.A.N.O

I Seriously Missssssss You So Much

One more month to go

And i will be able to touch and put my fingers on you again

The time please come soon

=)

爱很简单

长大了

才发现

爱 可以很简单

以前常认为

"我爱你"

只局限于我爱的人

那唯一的他

但是渐渐地

我发觉

其实每件事 都没有一个条规

爱

不一定只能告诉他

爱

可以献给好多好多的人

爱

不需要隐藏

因为它就是如此简单

当你爱上一个人时

即使不说出

但行为 言语 都会时刻流露出来

爱

就是如此

小时候

常觉得告诉父母"我爱你"

是件好羞耻的事情

所以从来不曾告诉他们

但是现在远离家乡

我懂

那想法错得多离谱

独自一人时

当我需要安慰

父母一句简单的"我爱你"

即便是一个简单的心号

都让我的心动容

让我感动

让我重新得力

让暖流充满全身

更让我懂得 爱 有多奇妙

现在的我

当然也不会刻意隐瞒 我爱他们

每晚道晚安时

都会告诉他们

我爱他们

我想他们

那个爱

是我真挚的爱

心中满满的爱

对父母 家人的爱

这爱

如此简单

除了父母

当然还有朋友

一个他

让我发现

爱人是如此简单

爱 不一定要所谓的男女关系

朋友之间的爱 其实更得来不易

为了他

你可以舍弃好多东西

那爱 是无私的

不求回报的

无时无刻 挂念着他

看顾他 照顾他 安慰他

为他的喜而乐

为他的忧而愁

那都是发自内心

最纯真 最自然的爱

一切的一切

只因为

爱

在礼拜堂里

主那长阔高深的爱

牧师的爱 传道的爱

弟兄姐妹们的爱

深深地感染着每个人

这爱

也是如此简单

虽然互不相识

但是因为主的爱

把彼此拉近

互相代祷 互相关怀

那更是难得可贵

这属灵的家

仿佛是能力的泉源

它能把心里的一切烦恼抛除

它能让受伤的心灵得到帮助

那都是爱

因为彼此爱着同一的主

因为主的爱

让我们懂得什么是爱己与爱人

也让我们懂得被爱的感觉

爱

充满着力量

爱

能让奇迹发生

爱

是无私的付出

爱

是自然的真情流露

爱

让人感到温暖

爱

在我们失意时重得信心

爱

让人和睦

爱

使人开心

爱

使世界变得更美好

爱

如此美妙

每个人都需要被爱

每个人都渴望被爱

爱

不应该刻意隐瞒

当你让爱真情流露时

你可以改变好多

无论是家人也好

朋友也罢

甚至是四周围的人

认识的 不认识的

孤儿 老人

患病者

贫困者

世界上所有所有的人

我们都应该及时表达自己的爱

因为爱

它是得来不易的

与其去恨一个人

把自己搞得累乎乎的

伤心又伤身

倒不如把恨转为爱

成为爱的化身

把爱献给四周围的人

让生活更美好

好好珍惜身旁的人吧

珍惜每个在一起的机会

时间不等人

能够爱时

就及时去爱

不要等到来不及了

失去了

才发觉已没机会了

从现在起

我会大声地告诉所有我爱的人

我爱你

欺骗与借口

不懂从何开始

我渐渐地学会如何对自己撒谎

如何为自己找借口

好多好多不属实的借口

经常问自己 原因何在?

难道只是存心在保护自己吗?

别人对自己的好

别人对自己的关心

我宁可视而不见 让他幻灭

也不敢去相信 不敢去接受

我宁愿自己去承受一切 承担一切

也不愿意相信身旁还有别人

害怕 畏惧

使我不再相信身旁的人

害怕被伤害

害怕受伤

使我对身旁的人产生怀疑

使我为自己找借口去逃避

使我离开

巩固自己的心墙

建好自己的心房

我甚至开始要求别人忽略自己

让自己受伤 孤独面对一切

选择改变自己

把自己搞得乱七八糟

让自己成为坏人

但是心却常常被旁人所感动

常问自己

为何偶尔做做坏人都难?

现在知道了

原因在于自己的本性

坏人

根本与自己的本性是格格不入的

我厌恶坏人

厌恶恶言

恨恶没有道德品德的人

甚至歧视他们

现在强迫自己成为他们

那我岂不是在厌恶自己 歧视自己

脑海中

自己常编制好多虚构的幻想

明明心里知道真相

但却一直怂恿自己逃避现实

也不愿去面对

心里的结 心里的阴影

一直捆绑着自己

无法松开

旁人无法解开 自己也无法走出

阴影

使自己变得脆弱

使自己变得胆怯

使自己无法勇敢起来

我输给了自己

也输给了考验

虽说过去都已成为过去

但至今

那过去仍然跟随着我

紧紧抓住不放

时间

我需要时间

力量

我需要力量

勇敢

我需要勇敢

坚强

我需要坚强

上帝

我需要你

请你帮助我走出阴影 走出过去

我需要你