Wednesday, February 24, 2010

The power Of Chinese New Year..=(

OMG!!! i m growin fat le..>.<..sob sob =(
its all bcoz of cny!!! >.<..cookies..cakes..keropoks..soft drinks..=(
haiz..all those food r my fav..sigh..everyday eat non-stop..even now oso..
sobsobbbbbbb..=( help!!! i don wan to eat anymore..!! but when all those food r appeared infront of u..reli...cant tahan ar..sigh..=(
how???????? i hav gained so many kg durin tis new year dy..reli hav 2 kiam pui le!!!
LEE SIN CHIEN !!! HAV TO ON DIET LE!!!! CONTROL CONTROL!!! EXERCISE EXERCISE!!!
NO MORE JUNK FOOD!!!!!!!!!!

HaPpY 18th BiRtHDaY =D =D (22/02/2012)



Well..22.02.2010..my 18th birthday!!!
anyway..nth special 2day..juz normal day..start workin day..lolz..XP..
tis yr birthday..no cake..no dinner..no party..everything no..juz a normal Monday indeed..dad and mum oways ask me whether to organise a party or not but well..for me..no need 2 waste money on tat..i more prefer 2 save the money for my study in future..hehez =)
well..i m growin older now..18 yrs old dy..a young adult..=)
i hav received lots of birthday wishes from frens..whether thru fb, msn or sms..its reli so happy 2 see all those birthday wishes..=) for me..they r so meaningful..i appreciate it so much..=) THANKS all my dear frens..=)
and yea..thx lots jing yee and tze yang for da lovely presents ya..=) i love them so much..wil keep them forever=)


tis is from my honey jing yee..reli thx lots ya my dear..i wil put our photo inside and bring it along wif me in future =) love and miss ya forever =)


tis is from yang =) thx lots yang!! =) its such a nice present..i wil bring it along wif me 4ever =) thx lots..=)

last day of chinese new year holidays..



well..time reli flies..chinese new year holidays ended dy..
yea..hav 2 back 2 work again..lolz..><
today, i went spring wif my frens to gather and enjoy the last day of holiday b4 work..
mal joined us too =) haha..welcome back mal mal!!!! miss u so muchxxx..=)
so..firstly, me, jing yee, yi won, jason, mal and guan yi went shoppin =) as usual, we walked here and there..me and jing yee wen boutique 2 try de same clothes and took lots of photos too..haha..(well, tats our habits..haha..XD)





den..we went movie..watched 72 fang shu ke today..quite nice..all the hong kong stars acted in da movie..lol..=)
after tat..we went sushi king!!! hoho..=)
reli lov sushi king!!! haha..XD
we enjoyed ourselves so much..eat til rm70..but when divided..one person only rm14..song!!! haha.=)







well..after eatin sushi..it was quite late dy..all of us ate til so full..lolz..(i gain weight again..haiz..>.<)

so..tis is wat happened 2day..lookin forward 2 our nxt outings..hehez..=)












~21-2-2010~ =)

stupid internet and telecom..=(

sianz..my internet line is "dead" for 5 days!!!
sobsob..the life without internet reli bored die..
wana upload new post onto blog oso cant..
wana on facebook oso cant..
msn oso cant..
ends up wastin my holidays facin the tv..juz sit in front but dono wat shows to watch..reli bored..lolz..XP
and wat i realize is malaysia telecom reli lousy!!
mum had called for dono how many times per day to chase them for repairin but came out wif nth..they kept on sayin tat they r repairin the lines but wat..?? the line stil broke down!! tomoro and tomoro and tomoro..keep on postponed..until now..if i din find other ppl for help, mayb i hav 2 wait til dono how many weeks after only den can re-online..=.='''
but well, at the end, i stil had to find back the person helpin me 2 fix up my streamyx to "save" my internet line..zzz..swt =.=
but anyway, F.I.N.A.L.L.Y i cant online again!!! hehez..=) but i m anti-ing the telecom now..stupid telecom..beta kena ppl complain!!
so..i m back 2 upload my blog again..=) reli happy tat i can on9 now!!! yeepee!!! =)=)

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

失败的友谊。。

“永远的朋友”。。是真的吗?
现在想起,就觉得有点儿可笑。想起你,更让我觉得自己很愚蠢,更值得被嘲笑。。哈哈 =.=
当别人问我:“你的朋友呢?”我只能苦笑的的告诉他们:“不好意思,不是我朋友,是你的朋友,他的事我一点儿都不懂。。。”
对呀,现在的我,真的不懂我们到底还是不是朋友。以前,我会很确定的说你是,但是现在,我最多只能说只是同班同学。
是你变了吗?还是我想太多。你总是很理所当然的说是别人想太多,但我现在就要告诉你,想太多的人是你自己!
朋友,是不会不理会朋友的。
朋友,是不会三天不回信的。就算太忙,也不至于三天不回信吧。再忙,也总有停歇的时候吧。不回信,分明是不想理会。
朋友,不会上了MSN一句简单的问候也不会说。。
若是真的朋友,更不会眼睁睁看着这段友情就这样随着时间破碎,也不去挽留。
我累了。。
一次.。
两次。。
三次.。
我忍。。就算很痛我也是忍着。。
但是现在,我累了。我不能再傻下去。一直在关心你,不管什么事情总是第一个想到你。怕你又说错话,做错事,所以总是在背后默默地帮着你,帮你解决朋友的事情,有问题时我总是挺着伱。当朋友都在疏远你时,我一直帮你说话,就算弄得自己很累很累,甚至开始被朋友厌烦,我也觉得没关系,只要事情解决,你开心就好了。很可笑吧,为你担心这么多,现在回想,我那时真是kepo,读书不读,要考试了还一直为你的事担心,心烦。朋友总是骂我笨,叫我不需要理会你,但我就是不听,结果呢?哈哈,我真是有够笨!
现在我清醒了。我再也不管你了。一切都已经无所谓了。我放开了,再怎么想挽留也于事无补。
我曾经放进很深很深的感情。我感谢过上天让我找到一个知心的朋友。但我发现我错了,错得离谱。同时我也明白了一件事,那些不属于我们的东西,终究不会属于我们的,一切以在冥冥中决定好了。
那些在一起的回忆,一起读书,一起去图书馆,一起去餐馆吃饭,一起打球,一起去旅行,一起做生意等,原本应是很美好的回忆,但是,我一点儿都不想忆起。一回想起,我就觉得很空虚,心开始隐隐作痛,想当一切从未发生过,至少这样,我不会觉得我们很熟。
现在,若有人问起你,我只会说我们不熟。说熟,我反而觉得羞耻,只因做朋友可以做成这个样子,我实在太失败了。。
此时此刻,我已经没有什么好跟你说的了。你永远无法明白别人在想些什么。。
给你的祝福语和那些鼓励的话,我想你也已经听腻了,我也白说累了。
我不懂你是否知道有这个部落格的存在。但我知道,若你看到了这些,也许我们就会变成最熟悉的陌生人了。但如果这是上天的安排,缘分尽了,我们也无力挽回。算了吧,我放下了你,也放下了这段友谊。。这也许也是你所选择的吧。。
最后只能说,很荣幸能够认识你。事情虽然演变成这种地步,但至少在认识你之后,我确实成长了不少。伤过痛过使我变得更坚强,更懂得如何面对现实,同时也变得更成熟。如果你也和我有同样的想法那就再见了朋友,谢谢你陪我度过那段中学生涯。以后若有缘在路上碰面,希望你至少还会记得我曾经是你的同班同学。。。

Friday, February 19, 2010

突然想起。。。。。

今天,爸爸开店了,我们也没得出去拜年了。一整天,我就只是呆在家里,坐在电脑前面,手按着滑鼠,看这看那,弄弄部落格。但,脑里一直回想起过往的情节。。。
回想昨天,我突然很想他。五年了,我们都没有一起出去过,几乎也没有什么联络。我们俩时常会偶然在外头碰到面,不管是在咖啡店也好,在百货商场也罢,或是在图书馆,甚至还一起补过习,但是却变得很陌生。看见他,我会变得尴尬,很想上前说话但是却不知如何面对他,往往都是哑口无言,最后就只是以一个简单的打招呼收场。
昨天,和他一起聚会,以前小学时的种种仿佛全浮现在脑海里。那些在一起玩乐,快乐的时光,转校时的不舍,我到现在仍然记得。那可说是小学时非常美好的时光与回忆。然而昨天和你交谈时,我仿佛回到过去。那些回忆变得更加清晰。我想起我们的童言童语。我记得我们害羞着对彼此说出“我喜欢你”,“我们要永远在一起”等话语。我想起以前你的姐姐还有父母们如何作弄我们的情景,也想起每天必定通话的习惯。现在想起,真的好好笑哦,那时的我们真的好天真啊。。哈哈 =)
可时,转校使我们分开了。原本,我们还有以电话联络,但是因为还小,再加上那时还没有手机,久而久之,也失去联络了。但是,我永远记得你,只因你是我第一个爱上的人。虽说那时年纪还很小,也不懂什么是爱情,但在那漫长的六年里,我对你的感情确实非常的深。一直到现在,那些记忆仍然深藏在心中。
回忆毕竟还是回忆。。事情过了也无法再挽回。我们已有属于自己的朋友与生活。能够认识你并共同拥有过这么美好的回忆已经是一件非常棒的事情了。
现在,我们已经长大了。很多事情也变了。但是一直到今天,分开了五年,最终仍然能够在离别前相聚,可说是一种难得的缘分。我很庆幸,昨天终于可以那么自然,轻松地与你交谈,看电影,真的很开心很开心。。=)
我真诚的祝福你一切顺利。。有一个美好的将来 =)
希望我们友谊永固。。
加油咸鱼=)

A Memorable & Enjoyable Day =D

Yesterday, i wen gatherin wif my primary sch classmates..
yea..everytime i wen out wif them..it is definitely an enjoyable and memorable ones as i hav returned to my original self..a playful girl..return 2 the little primary girl who was cheerful and naughty..=)
We played and enjoyed among ourselves freely..no need 2 care bout other things..juz played til crazy..=)
i reli reli hope tat the day never ends..coz i reli reli reli love to hang out wif them..
well..at first..tis gatherin is meant for all 6 white classmates..
but yea..ends up only 5 of us gathered..zz..haha..XD
Tat morning..i was reli excited for the gatherin coz it has been a long time tat i hav not met them..reli miss them very much..=)
but then..msg came..denise, kimberly and shirley and most of them cant join us..lolz..
so..ends up..left only kenny, tze yang, melvin, leslie and me..five of us..and yea..i m the only girl..lolz..(but well..i hav already used to it as i m oways the only girl in the gang..lolz..haha)
so..they first came to my house..well..we gambling..haha..tis is wat we surely do every year..no change..haha..XD..(and mr kenny lost again..haha..XD)
and..we decided 2 watch movie later.."Valentine's Day"..well, valentines past dy but we stil chose 2 watch it coz taylor is one of the actress..lolz..haha..=D
after few hours stayin at my house, we wen 2 kenny's house, leslie's house..
it had been years i din go leslie's house dy..omg..his dogs r so cute..4 little doggies ^.^
after tat..we wen The Spring MBO 2 watch movie..but hmm..we were late..so we decided 2 change the time til midnight..and hence..we changed our movie to "Percy Jackson and The Lightning Thief" at 10.45 p.m. YEAPEE!!! Finally got the chance 2 watch late movie!!! happy happy!!! haha..=D
oh ya btw, MBO was crowded wif ppl..poor kenny helped us 2 line up for bout one hour plus like tat..and 3 of us..wen shopping!!! haha..XD i bought a panda earrings too..wakaka..=)
after buyin de tickets, we took some photos for memory=) it was reli nice=) reli enjoy hangin out wif them =)=)





so..after tat..we wen home first..
well, i wen 2 my grandma house after tat wif my family =)
so..bout tat 10 sth lidat..we wen for the movie..=)
lol..it was my first time wen the spring so late..and i realized tat the later, the more ppl..MBO was totally crowded!!! we hav 2 squeeze here and there to get into the hall..lolz..XD
well..wat i can say now is tat..it is a great movie!!! we love it!!! haha..although it ended by omoz 1 a.m. but i was not tired after all..instead, i felt quite "bu she de"..if can..i reli hope tat we can go somewhere else 2 play again..zzz..haha..XP
"Time waits for no man"..odo it was a nice day but yea..it wil come to an end as the time passes..so..17th FEB was over..
bye again my dear frens..>.<
take care and all de best everyone =)
cheers and happy always..
may the good luck oways be wif us..=)

Thxs kenny, leslie and yang 2 be such a great fren!!
those happy moments during primary sch life r stil fresh in my mind and i never forget bout it..i wil keep it deep in my heart and my mind..
fate let us meet each other..and our frendship carries on for 12 years dy..and yea..i wil appreciate the fate..now and forever =)
Although we cant meet each other so often..but no matter what..i wil oways be there 2 giv support =)
May Our Friendship Lasts Forever.....
Fr3NsHiP 43VER yA..=)
I Miss U Guys..=)



Wednesday, February 17, 2010

HaPpY " Chu San" =D =D

Well..today is reli reli reli a happy and enjoyable day odo its quite tirin though..lol..haha..XD
After meetin all my frens..all those tiredness had flied away..only left wif excitement and happiness..=)
Today, Chinese New Year " chu san", i wen visitin wif my 5S5 classmates whole day..from morning 8.00 A.M. til 9.00 P.M. .. well..is 8 morning not night o..haha..XD..but yea..only few ppl can join the gatherin though..some went travellin, some lost contact, some couldn't make it..it's quite disappointed but well..its ok..we juz enjoyed among ourselves!!! =D
so..our journey started...
1st~kelly's house
lolz..me, jing yee and kok ann were the first customers..lolz..we went there so early..reli "guai"..follow the time stated..bout 8 sth dy arrived..reli tired..sleepy ar..other ppl stil enjoyed their sleep but we 7 early 8 early dy woke up..sigh..plus the weather reli cool..rainin...lolz..XD..and one more thing is tat..we juz realized tat many ppl tot is 8 PM but not 8 AM..swt swt..=.=''' haha..
den we stayed there til bout 10 lidat..guan yi came and den we wen amy's house first as she needa wen back 2 N.S...kolian..so early hav 2 back dy..
we chatted happily at amy's house..talked bout her lives durin N.S...Aaron Chia too..from wat they said..i could feel tat N.S is reli reli an activity tat can make us more mature..plus we can learn lots of things such as courages, indipendence and so on..
and den..we oso talked bout those ghostly things..bout those weird situations in N.S...and discussed bout one of our fren oso..
wow..few months din meet..reli hav lotsa things and news to 38 among ourselves again..lol..haha..XD
next..we continued our journey 2 kian pei's house..=D
haha..well..tis is where the boys started gambling..lolz..haha..XD
hmm..2day hor..kok ann reli..super lucky..haha..he won lotsa..haha..keep on double, 21 and so on..reli..GONG XI FA CAI..haha..=D
but hor..all of us noe la.." feng shui lun liu zhuan".. at the end..kian pei's mum won so many..her money was increasin..wow!! congratz..aunty..haha..XD
after stayin few hours at kian pei house..(gambling finally stop>.<..haha) we went 2 kok ann's house.. after tat..we continue 2 doris's bf house den jason house..den..we went 2 our math teacher, puan chai house..(reli long time no c tiok ah chai ki)..haha..suddenly missin sch life after meetin teacher..lolz..>.<

well..after tat we wen tabuan jaya area..
so..we wen 2 my dear Jing Yee's house..haha..long time din go 2 her house dy..its reli nice 2 go there again..reli miss u lots my dear..muacks..hope tat i can go your house every year =)
after tat..our next station is Puan Lu's house..our lovely BM teacher..=)
she is stil very nice, kind..XD..reli like Pn Lu..=) and oh ya..i received a BIG NEWS!! our "lovely Miss Pa" married dy..omg!!! reli big news!!! i was reli shocked when i knew bout tat..wow!!! reli hard 2 imagine..haha..XP..anyway, congratz miss pa..u hav upgraded 2 "PUAN" le..haha..GONG XI GONG XI..!!! =)
den..we wen "sze hao"'s house, doris's house, elaine tan's house den finally my house =)
well..my house was the 14th's house we wen today dy..reli..tiring and our stomach was so full..haha..keep on eatin..from morning til nite..(omg..i gain many kg liao tis holidays>.< lolz)
den..our last station..mr fabian chew's house..its quite late dy when we arrived there..hmm..we kept on talkin bout ghost story there..and yea..i reli scare ki..don even dare 2 went back home myself..swt swt..=.=''' haha..XD
9.00 p.m. ~ FINALLY arrive home..phew..reli..SONG..wakaka..=)
wow..2day drove whole day..very tired now..lolz..its reli happy when tink bout you guys' smily faces..=) overall..frens r reli reli nice and sweet..love and miss u all my frens..after tis gatherin..reli dono when we can meet each other again..well, mayb the time when we go get our spm results..lolz..
so..tats wat happen 2day..a nice and happy day!!!
take care and stay healthy all my frens..
miss u all..
all de best ya..=) =)

New blog created!!! =D

well..i m creatin a new blog again..haha..=)
now tinkin back..wow..tis is the 3rd blog i hav created..haha!!
hmm..its quite funny 2 mention tat my first 2 blog already dead dono since when dy..haha..swt swt =.=
yea..my 1st blog..was a blog which i shared wif my 2 best frens..jing yee and yu huan..its the first blog we created in form 4 or 5..for fun though..haha..at first we planned 2 create a blog is bcoz we hoped tat the blog could link us together in future even when we graduated or seperated..but yea..it worked at first..but then..exam, spm, facebook..and many other external sources caused us 2 gradually abondoned it..haha..shhh..XD
den..my 2nd blog came..tats the blog i created durin the time when i was reli reli reli depressed..many things was kept in my heart tat time and i was so pressured wif it..den my fren asked me 2 create a blog..wrote down all those problems..let other ppl 2 share my problems n experiances..but..ends up..haha..laziness and buziness made it dead again..haha..reli sooooooooo sorry o my blogs..><..haha..=D
yea..after tat 2 blogs..i ever tink tat..hmm..it's reli not suitable for me 2 create a blog since i m a lazy pig..haha..but well..this holidays..i come 2 realize tat most of my frens own a blog and i reli enjoy readin their blogs..it's reli nice as i can noe bout their lives odo we cant meet and hardly for us 2 contact each other too..so..after tinkin for a few days..yea..i decide 2 create a new blog for myself too..and tis time i reli fix up my mind 2 create it..i hope tat blogs can link us 2gether..now and future..make our distances nearer..at least thru blog..we can noe sth bout our fren's conditions..good or bad..sad or happy..and share their minds and thoughts =)
well..sin chien!!!! start wif your blog now!!!!
Chi3N's Di@Ry is created!!!! 17-02-2010 !!!!

P.S : I hope tat tis blog can last forever..haha..wil try 2 post as many as possible durin my free times..=) GAMBATEH!!!! =D