I Think I Found YOU =D

Yea

For those who know me

You guys should know that i am not someone who easily believe in someone

And Yea

I am one who usually cover up my true self

I am not someone who will show you my natural's side unless

I truely believe in you

I hardly cry in front of others

Hardly express my sadness

You guys might think that i am strong and firm

mature and open-minded

But well

For those who know me

I believe that

You can see my pain in heart and soul

And among one of them..is no other than..

YOU

Recently

I realize that

There's someone who i can express my sadness and show my weakest side

And Yea

I am glad that it is YOU

From before till now

You are still the one

You never leave me alone when i need you

Even though sometimes..

I might forget bout you because of busy and everything

But you never give up on me

Because of all those bad memories that happened in the past

I become one who do not easily believe in people

Although

I can feel your sincerity

I just cant believe how i feel and I don't believe in myself

I just cant believe how blessed i am and how lucky i am

For i don't think I am one who deserve all the lucks and blessings

I scare

I fear

I try to ignore all the loves and cares given by others

As I was trying to protect myself from being hurt again

But

DORIS CHONG

You make me realize that how blessed I am

How lucky I am

You make me realize that

At least there's still someone who i can rely on

Who loves me

Cares me

And

Needs me

And It's you

You make me realize that I am worth a living

I am not a useless ones

I am not a failure

And

I deserve all the loves and cares

Thank You For Everything

Thank you for being with me when i need you

Thank you for trusting me when everyone doubt at me

Thank you for your support

Thank you for your love and care

Thankssssssssss lotsssss

I LOVE YOU

THANKS GOD THAT I FOUND YOU

MY DEAR

M.U.A.C.K.S

Happy Chinese New Year !!!!!

Hey Everyone!!

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!

新年快乐!!!!

May all of you have an awesome and wonderful Rabbit Year

Do take good care

And

Enjoy till the max yea!!!

God bless

=D

When Boredom Strikes

LOL

I am so so so bored now

Drama marathon till my head spin

Movie marathon till my eyes blur

Walking here and there in the small compound of my house

Going up and down the staircase

Finding cookies and cakes to eat

I just cannot sit down quietly and stay still

LOL

So

Ends up

I find out something very LAME to spend my time

And that is.....

Playing with webcam

=.=

Sound very very stupid right??

Who ask boredom strikes me in this moment

XD

So..

I come out with something very silly...

LOL

I am very crazy right??

But then

Please excuse me

This is the result of being unable to play fire cracker

And being nothing to do during New Year

When everyone else is being so excited and "high"

It's indeed The Power of Boredom

Make me do something really don suit me

LOL

Anyway

At least doing something crazy can make people laugh

And make myself laugh nonstop too

XD

Bla~~~

=D

归宿感

今天

已经是回家后的第三天了

不能不说

时间真的过得好快

这次回来

和先前几次回来的感觉 截然不同

很奇妙地

这次的我

只想窝在家里

与家人在一起 聊聊天

即便话题一再重复

我也觉得很温馨, 很幸福

前几次回家

天天都往外出

早出晚归

一天三餐

都没与家人一同享用

才领悟到自己根本没有抽出时间好好与家人团聚

但这次

我才深深感受到

与家人团聚在一起的感觉是如此美好

一起吃饭

一起看戏

一起回味往事

一起大笑

一起走在街上

无论做什么

只要是在一起的每一分每一秒

都是如此地珍贵

家

永远是我们最好最棒的避风港

它 给我们归宿感

无论在外头经历了多少风雨

只要一回到家

烦恼都会一抛而散

它使我们重新得力

是我们力量的泉源

吾爱吾家

幸福美满的家

Photos = Memories

Recalling back

Last Time

I was really a "photo-shy" person who did not dare to take photos

even with friends and family

I did not feel good and comfortable every time while taking photos

Why??

Maybe because of lack of confident

plus..

I really not a good looking person

(Inferior yea?? HAHA..XDD)

And now

Looking at the photos i took before..

What i can say is tat..

"OMGoshhhhhhh!!!! That's not me!!! HAHAHAHA"

Well

Don't laugh at me

It's really sad while recalling back my stupid self last time

Really feel so stupid

LOL

Only until the Year 2009

The time when we graduated our secondary school

I started to set free myself

And of course

Part of it is because i started to mix with a bunch of friends

Who are just so friendly and nice

Who loves taking photos so much

They made me realize that there is nothing to fear and inferior of

All of us have the right to take pictures regardless of whether we are pretty or ugly

There is no law says that only pretty and handsome girls or guys can take pictures

And there is no law that forbidden someone to take photos

So

Who cares

"What for feeling inferior, huh, LEE SIN CHIEN???!!!"

And yea

Because of this stupid personality

Making me regret that i did not even take photos with friends the years before 2009

Know what

I cant even find more than 10 photos taken before 2009

Sad huh

HAIH

WHAT WAS I THINKING HUH LAST TIME??

=.=

So now

Grow up dy

And of course

External factors change me

Different friends

Different environment

Different life

And most importantly

Starting to know bout God

Change all my perception of life

Change my personality

In a POSITIVE WAY

I start to set free myself

Become more confident in myself

More mature in thinking

I like to take photos now

WHY??

Because

PHOTO = MEMORIES

Every time when i am looking back the photos we took in school

or whatever gatherings last time

They bring back all the memories that we have no way to return to

Life have to carry on

No one can live in the past

Past means PAST

We have to GO AHEAD into the FUTURE

Create new memories

And make our life awesome

We may feel sad over this matter

Everyone wishes to go back to the past

The time when we were still innocent and dependent on others

The time when we were not facing all kinds of obstacles and complications in life

But then

This is the reality

We CANT return back anymore

But

Photos remind all those memories

Every photo has a story behind it

It gives life to a memory

It reminds us of what we had done before

With him or her

Morning Afternoon Night

Everything

And

At least when we look at them

We smile

Right??

So i come up with a simple conclusion:

PHOTO = MEMORIES

Don't be afraid and lazy to take photos

Don't be "photo-shy" anymore

Take as many photos as we can

With family

With friends

With whoever that have come into our life

Because

FOR SURE

NO ONE IS GONNA BE WITH US TILL FOREVER

They will leave us one day

THEREFORE

MAKE OUR LIFE AS MEMORABLE AS POSSIBLE

AND THANKS EVERYONE FOR THE GREAT MEMORIES

GOD BLESS

=)

对不起 我忽略了你

看了你的部落格

心情顿时一沉 心仿佛被刺了一刀 泪水也弄湿了眼眶

好想给你个拥抱 排排你的背 并告诉你

对不起 我忽略了你

每次伤心时

你总是有办法逗我笑

即使不在身旁

你也会特地拨电话给我 问我发生什么事

开导我 也一直关心着我

面子书上简单的一句话

你便可看穿我当时的心情

不停勉励着我 鼓励着我 安慰着我

给我力量 让我从新振作起来

当别人否认我时

你总是那一位 相信着我 给我肯定的人

你是那么地关心着我

而我呢？

我常常跟你诉说着自己的问题

但是却忘了 听你诉说你的事情

回头想

自己已经好久好久没有和你好好聊天

甚至也没有过问你生活上的问题与困难

直到上一分钟

才发现

自己好自私

在你伤心，失望时

自己不但没有关心你

还一直不停地向你哭诉自己的问题

而你

不但没有厌烦

甚至还一直安慰着失落的我

而你自己呢？

又有谁来安慰当时伤心的你呢？

对不起

真的真的好对不起

=(

你写道

“少了你们的祝福，我会过得更好”

当下的我

可知你的心情是如何地空虚，失望与难过

我的心 因为你的一句活 被刺开了

你很坚强 真的好坚强

但是是真的坚强吗？

我懂你

我了解你

你总是看似坚强

看似开心

看似对一切事物都已看开

但实际上

你却只是在隐藏

不管是什么

你都总是默默地承受

不知伤心了多少回

不知哭了多少遍

我不懂

但我相信

你都在暗自悲伤 对吗？

对不起

请原谅我的自私

只想说

虽然我们见面的机会好少

但

你永远都是我重视的朋友

也是我的好哥哥

你不是自己一个

在别人不相信你的时候

我会选择相信你

对不起 谢谢你

我珍惜你

Family

Yeah..

Recently, I am addicted to photo edit..lol..XD

After few hours looking at the DAMN BORED physics

I find myself sitting in front of the computer,

editing photos again

So

I come out with few editions and one of them is ~MY FAMILY~

I wanted to do one picture like that since long time ago

But as there is no one who can teach me and hence..

I just get to start figuring out ways to edit it recently with the help of my house mates and roommates..

Thankiew yea guys..=D

I know it is just a simple ones but i am satisfied with it

and i like it too..XD

Gonna print it out when back to Kuching

HAHA

And yea..

Mum Dad Sis Bro

I miss you guys so so so so much

Love you guys

MUACKSS