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Hmmp..

why am i still here blogging???

Shouldn't I reading my biology instead of sitting here????

But i just feel like posting and writing something

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sense of emptiness filling my heart

life filling with booooksssssss day by day is soooooo tiring

I am so super duper triple tired now

How i hope i can just rest awhile andddd..

hugging my little piglet

Sometimes i just feel like i lost and miss quite a lot of stuffs that i usually do

and love these dayssssssss

It has been very long time that i cant fully enjoy while shopping

try on new clothing new dresses

watching movies that i really so wish and long to watch

being girly and childish &..

jumping here and there even

Just realize that how i miss those days hanging out with my mum and sistas''

Looking and recall back what i did these days

Jogging

Badminton

Eat

Watching scientific movies

Bowling

Arcade....

And stuffs that boys usually do

Who I really Am now???

Yea...definitely...

I AM STILL A GIRL

~who can pretend to act like boys too???~ LOL

Anyway

I doesn't mean to say i am upset with all these

I do have fun and i learn lots of stuffs

And i enjoy hanging out with my "gang"

It's just a sudden thoughts that appear in mind that remind me of

how much i have given up just to be a follower

LOOOoooL

Every time

While looking at girls being so girly and so sweet

I do doubt myself ...what happen to me???

Does it mean..

Girls shoud be like that???

Weak, sweet, loving????

Oh Well

Sorry

I don't think i got any of that

I really think i am getting stupid and silly these days

Start searching through net finding pretty girls' photos instead of boys'

See how they become so girly and sweet

How they make up and all those fashion stuffs

Try to figure out how and learn

But ends up in the opposite way

Instead of being sweet, girly and whatsoever

Due to laziness

I decide to put it all aside

LOL

FAILED

Tips for cutting fats???

YeaP

I searched it too

But very sad to say that

I only searched through the nets

Read the title

And i never bother bout the contents

I din't even read the contents properly

Not only that

Complaining more than taking note

How am i going to succeed??

Ask the wall then..

FAILED

Looking at the mirror

Yeap!!

I don't have a sweeeeet smiling pretty face

I don't have a pretty and fair skin

A long straight or curly smooth hair

S Shape body

Long and slim leg

OOOOooooppppppppssssssssss

FAILED

Hmmp...

conclusion??

I think i better stop dreaming and read my biology..

T.T

Well

~seriously..i really do hope that i can be like any other girls,

to be someone who are like the lovely little roses~

*sounds yucky*

*cough cough*

Perhaps

In My Dreams

LOL

ok

well

Stop here

No more nonsense to bla~~~

Going to meet my dream prince

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