Monday, April 25, 2011

I Need Strength

Seriously
I don't know what have happened to me these few days
I get emo easily
Mentally tired
Physically tired
I feel the serious and heavy burden on my shoulders
Feeling sad and depress easily
Sense of disappointment surrounding me
Old, bad memories appears in my head
Bringing me back to the past that halt me from moving forward
I realize that i start shutting my heart close again
Refuse to trust anyone
Feel my heart break into pieces
Piercing me
In which the pain is just so indescribable
Confidence flying away
I start seeing myself hiding
Feeling suffocating
Tears filling my eyes every moment
I just cant figure out what happen to me again
I need a a shelter
I need a comforter
I need my confidence back
I need a rest
I need a break
And seriously.....
I NEED YOU...GOD!!!
I need your love, God
I need your strength
I need you

Take control of my life, Lord
Give me strength and confidence.
Lead me to the right direction, oh Lord.

Saturday, April 23, 2011

纯洁

接受现实
我什么都没有
没有样貌
没有身材
没有可以吸引别人目光的特质
普普通通
根本无法与人比较
"比上不足, 比下也不足"

知道自己没有权利
我无法要求什么
也不敢奢望什么
才发现
自己再也没有什么值得被保留
如今
只但愿自己能保守自己的心
一颗简单, 单纯的心
唯有这颗心
才能让自己觉得
至少
生命还有意义
唯有这颗心
才能让自己觉得
自己还存有生存的价值
可以用这颗心
去传播爱心
温暖这个世界
让别人感受到爱与关怀
帮助别人
也帮助自己
完成人生的目标

....唯有保存这颗纯洁的心....