Seriously
I don't know what have happened to me these few days
I get emo easily
Mentally tired
Physically tired
I feel the serious and heavy burden on my shoulders
Feeling sad and depress easily
Sense of disappointment surrounding me
Old, bad memories appears in my head
Bringing me back to the past that halt me from moving forward
I realize that i start shutting my heart close again
Refuse to trust anyone
Feel my heart break into pieces
Piercing me
In which the pain is just so indescribable
Confidence flying away
I start seeing myself hiding
Feeling suffocating
Tears filling my eyes every moment
I just cant figure out what happen to me again
I need a a shelter
I need a comforter
I need my confidence back
I need a rest
I need a break
And seriously.....
I NEED YOU...GOD!!!
I need your love, God
I need your strength
I need you
Take control of my life, Lord
Give me strength and confidence.
Lead me to the right direction, oh Lord.