Tuesday, February 8, 2011

If only If


You will never know
How much I care and how much i hurt
when you shoo me away in front of others

You will never know
How sad I am when you ignoring me but being so nice with others

You will never know
How much I care when u fooled me in the public

You will never know
How I feel when I heard others talk and gossip about your stuffs

You will never know
How I feel when I advising you about your stuffs although I am one of the sufferers

You will never know
How sad I am when you keep complaining about me

You will never know
How my heart is bleeding when you leave me behind after u found new friends

You will never know
How helpless I am when I need someone to talk to but you don even care about me

You will never know
How many times i force myself to smile and laugh in front of you

You will never know
How tough it is for me to look strong and mature in front of you

You will never know
How much i put down my ego just to maintain this friendship

You will never know
How much i suffer just to protect you and help you from being hurt

You will never know
How patient i am when others pitying me for being so stupid

You will never know
How others judge me when i keep fooling myself

You will never know
How many times i cry alone in the middle of the night

You will never know
How worry I am when I know you are sad and down

You will never know
How sad I am when u cry

If only you know
IF

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