I Need Strength

Seriously

I don't know what have happened to me these few days

I get emo easily

Mentally tired

Physically tired

I feel the serious and heavy burden on my shoulders

Feeling sad and depress easily

Sense of disappointment surrounding me

Old, bad memories appears in my head

Bringing me back to the past that halt me from moving forward

I realize that i start shutting my heart close again

Refuse to trust anyone

Feel my heart break into pieces

Piercing me

In which the pain is just so indescribable

Confidence flying away

I start seeing myself hiding

Feeling suffocating

Tears filling my eyes every moment

I just cant figure out what happen to me again

I need a a shelter

I need a comforter

I need my confidence back

I need a rest

I need a break

And seriously.....

I NEED YOU...GOD!!!

I need your love, God

I need your strength

I need you

Take control of my life, Lord

Give me strength and confidence.

Lead me to the right direction, oh Lord.