Happy Birthday Grandma!!!! XD

5th December 2010

A special day for my lovely Grandma

Celebrated grandma's birthday today

with all my relatives and cousins

Feel so so so nice

=)

About 2 months time

I did not see them since the last mid-sem holidays

I really miss them so much

Every single of them

And

This was the day that i get to meet everyone of them

Besides

Grandma had prepared and cooked so many food that i love so much

Really thank you so much grandma

The food are way too delicious

It was really great and awesome

Enjoyed every moments there

Make it a great memory

At the same time

It was the day that..

I was going to leave Kuching back to KTT again after my 10 days holidays

=(

Yea

As usual

The day before

I was still emotion and sad for the leaving

Feeling so complicated

I felt homesick and gonna miss my family and friends much

But then

After the celebration

My heart was totally calmed down

I felt the warmth of my big family

Not only from my parents but also all of my relatives and cousins

And of course

My friends too

who have given me so much support

I MUST make myself strong and mature

not to disappoint them

And most importantly

I MUST be happy

=)

Love you guys much..xD

My Dear Grandma

Happy Birthday to You

=)

Grandma

Thanks for caring me so much

Thanks for loving me so much

Thanks for taking care of me since young

Thanks for everything

I love you grandma

Must take good care of yourself

Stay healthy

And

Please

MUST be there with me until i finish my studies

My Dear GOD

Thanks for enabling me to celebrate this birthday with grandma

together with family and relatives

May GOD blesses grandma to have a memorable birthday

Please give grandma a good health

And may GOD taking good care of her

THANKS GOD

LOVE YOU GOD

In the name of JESUS,

*Amen*

Awesome..=)

Grandma..thanks for preparing so many food..They are so so so delicious..i miss it so much..>.<

Aunt and cousin busy preparing

P.S~ I cant manage to take a photo with grandma..*regretting* =(

给特别的你

朋友,

我知道打从古晋回来

我们的友谊已经变质了

我们已回不到从前

无法开心闲聊, 更别说互谈心事

我不懂是什么缘故使到我们之间隔着一道极深的鸿沟

虽然尽力去挽回

但是却把事情越弄越糟

仔细回想

应该是有一时在MSN

你对我说的那短短几个字

使到我对我们之间的友谊产生了怀疑

因为那句话

顿时让我觉得

我是多余的

一个只会烦你,打扰你生活的讨厌鬼

现在的我

不懂你心里真正的想法

单纯地凭着自己的想法去评论你

我知道这对你来说很不公品

但我克制不住自己去想

因为你给我的感觉竟是如此

心里一直存有疑惑

"我有那么讨人厌吗? 为什么总是敷衍我? 我说错什么了吗? 为什么总是叫我安静?"

"为什么你对待别人的方式与对待我的方式如此不同? 往往看见你能高高兴兴地与友人聊天但为什么对我却只是敷衍了事? "

我这么没价值吗?

也许你会说我敏感

但是我真的觉得

自己已经越来越失去你了

与你越来越远了

有时会想

如果因为与你熟悉你对我如此

那如果我不在这里

我在远处

那 我们是不是也可以聊得开心呢?

之前

因为在学校常见面

一起学习

所以不觉得陌生

但是现在

虽然你我就只差那么一个阶梯

但是我们见面聊天的时间却是少之又少

见面虽有

但是真正坐下来好好聊天的时刻有多少?

彼此关心的时刻又存有多少?

我不懂自己还有没有资格与你闲聊

也不懂自己还有没有资格找你

因为单纯地想 " 如果你真的在摆脱我, 那我应该避开你, 顺你的意"

说过放下

但是自己却输给了自己

无论怎样

要我把你从脑海里撤除

真的好难好难

我骗不了自己的心

曾经如此熟悉的人

要在一瞬间忘却

那是不可能的

特别是你

已占据我生命一部分的你

认识你

我不懂为什么

让我又喜又气的你

口里大声嚷着彼此不熟悉

但其实自己心里清楚知道

你对我而言

熟悉得不得了

虽然无法说自己完全懂你

但是你的想法, 行为, 自己还是可以洞悉

一旦你有小小的改变

也可以容易地察觉

可是

明知你的人格行为

自己却还是无法忍受你的忽冷忽热

不需过问

自己也清楚明白你怎么了

可是说真的

我开始嫉妒了

这是以前都不会的

我也不懂为什么

但是往往看见你与他人如此开心地玩闹着

我有多渴望自己也是其中一个

或许自己真的已被代替了

我真的不想失去你这位朋友

我知道 自己没有资格说这些

这些都是你的选择

如果你想

那我也没办法

就像你说的

你不管我了

那是否在意味着或暗示着我

也不该管你了呢?

我需要一个答案

真的

我知道答案必须自己去找

但是我是真的不懂你所要表达的是什么

我是真的不懂

最后

我是真心的要跟你说

"如果我真的错了, 真的很抱歉,对不起,请你原谅"

我不懂该如何与你真心交谈了

所以只好依靠这里对你诉说

不懂你会不会看,会不会理

但我是真心的

对不起, 也谢谢你朋友

8-2-A2

Being in KTT

I have my 2nd home here

even though it is not a big and luxurious ones

but

it is truly a nice and comfortable ones

full of love and the feeling of home

together with 3 of my nice roommate and housemates

I can say

I am a blessed girl

it's hard for me to find true friends here as we are still unfamiliar with each other

even though i have some Kuching's friends over here

But, when i am sad and down..

3 of them are always the one who can make me smile again and cheer me up especially Gong Bao ---> my dear roommate

With their companion, i manage to stay strong instead of giving up myself

I can feel the warmth being with them

Thanks guys..

I really love u guys..

I am lucky enough to stay with you guys

Just to say

8-2-A2

IS REALLY AWESOME!!!

THE BEST IN KTT EVER

=)

想太多了

结论

的的确确地

是我想太多了

所有不切实际的幻想与期待

在一瞬间

破灭了

一直一直以来的担心，害怕

都是多余的

单方面的想法

所谓的第六感

一切的一切

都是错误的

顿时才懂得

自己错得有多利普

多荒谬

多可笑

多可悲

看着镜子

眼前的影子

是一脸愚蠢样

呆呆傻傻的

分不清真假

也分不清现实与虚幻的影子

直来直往的脾气

直来直往的性子

过于敏感的神经线

是她最大的缺点

小气？也许也是吧

人说

上帝造人

一定会赐复一些独特的优点

但是

镜子里的人

为什么全身上下都积满缺点呢？

为什么没有半点优点呢？

她好羡慕旁人

羡慕旁人的一切

美丽的脸孔，标准的身材，灵敏的头脑，女生的细腻与温柔，她都渴望

但是她却没有，没有任何一个

为什么呢？

仔细想想

凭着这迟钝的脑袋

她有资格当医生吗？

会不会选错行呢？

一心只保持着一颗想救人的心

但是

实际上

你做得到吗？

就凭你？

你行吗？

顿时

开始怀疑自己

实在太差劲的她

真的有资格当医生救人吗？

好可笑

想太多了

答案

这几天

我懂了

也看穿了

考验结束了

心里有了答案

不知是对或错

但是

我累了

不想再白白地等下去

等着一个没有结果的结果

眼睁睁地看着你的背影

一直追逐着你的背影的日子

莫名地难受

我懂

再这样下去

我只会对你要求更多

只会使你更讨厌我

与其如此

不如趁早离开

至少还能保留纯洁的友谊

保留最原始的自己

我决定放下

这也许是最好的抉择

心疼与不舍

全抛在脑后

我祈求上帝

我向上帝说

"谢谢你让我曾经拥有,谢谢你所给的短暂缘分,虽然在同一时间,我也好想埋怨您,埋怨您所带给我的痛苦,竟然不属于我,为什么偏偏让我们重遇,为什么?到底是什么原因?为什么要一直考验着我?"

双手合十

我亲爱的主耶稣基督

求您赐幸福,健康,与快乐给他

我愿当他一辈子最棒的自持者

求您继续赐恩典于他

让他能够成功

我爱您我的主

奉主耶稣基督的名

啊门

不想面对

几天前

被朋友问倒了

一个

我一直逃避，不想面对的问题

突然就在那么一瞬间，经她一问

整颗心被扰乱了

我知道

终有那么一天

事情会发生

那时的我

会怎么办？

伤心？失望？生气？心痛？

我不懂得回答

我不懂

也不想去想

但是现实

竟是如此

不想面对的

总会面对

朋友说，只有两条路走，各引领着我们到不同的结果

我的心乱了，烦恼了

为什么仅仅一个问题，就可以使我如此困扰

我害怕那残酷的现实

如果可以

但愿此事从不发生

但是我感觉应该快了

我不想看见那画面，不想看见那背影，我害怕，

更不想再次受伤

我讨厌哭泣

讨厌心被强烈的撕裂感

我不想面对现实，好像逃避现实

我祈求上帝，不要如此对我好吗？

但同时，又觉得自己的祈求是带有自私的，是错误的

我懂，祈求，是为了带给别人快乐，为了别人的幸福，而不该只是为了自己的快乐

如果说，那才是你真正的快乐，那我应该对上帝祈求，给我一个转身的机会，给我一个避风港，至少让我独自疗伤，坦然面对现实，对吗？

朋友，

你问了我一个很好的问题

让我清醒，同时又让我心疼的问题

心，隐隐作痛，再一次地。。

如果说

在事情发生前先放开，先让自己疼，让自己痛，

那之后，

是不是就比较不痛了呢？

上帝

您给了我太多了

我觉得现在的自己有点儿得寸进尺了

因为您给了我太多

实现了我所许下的愿望

使我渴望得到更多

怎么办？

又是一项新的考验吗？

这次又要考验我什么呢？

我好想知道

我想赶快做下决定

我不想再带着忧虑，害怕及担心的心去面对现在的生活

我想要有一颗平静的心

上帝

引领我到正确的出路好吗？

我需要您

我需要解药

我需要一个解答

一个不会后悔终生的解答

我需要您

>.<

你还要可怜多久？？

偶然，翻开报章，一则小故事吸引了我。已经好久好久没有如此强烈地被一篇文章所吸引。这则故事，让我整颗心平静下来，沉醉在宁静的思考中。回想过往的一切，我领悟到一个新的 人生哲理。

心理学中有一则著名的小故事。有个人去到某个酒吧， 进了门， 看见一只狗趴在角落哀哀叫， 一直到他离去前，那只狗还是在原地不停地哀叫。

酒客忍不住问坐在狗儿身边的老人：“ 为什么它一直叫个不停？”

“ 因为它趴着的地方有一根针。” 老人淡淡地说。

酒客一听，明白狗儿哀叫的原因， 却也更困惑地说 ：“ 那它为什么不离开呢？”

老人说：“ 因为它还不够痛吧！”

听完了故事， 或者你也可以想一想此刻的自己， 想一想你悲伤了多久， 想一想，你扮演着这可怜角色是否够久了？

认真想了想， 感觉人，真是个奇怪的动物， 为什么我们总是要等到心彻底被撕碎后，才懂得从悲伤中拯救自己？为什么不能及时让悲伤痊愈？为什么非要让自己成为故事中的可怜主角，不停哭泣与悲伤呢？

作者说 ~ 记得，第一次还能叫学习， 第二次可以得到教训，第三次会让人认清事实，但是到了第四次， 第五次了后， 若再允许这样的事发生， 那不是因为苯， 而是你已经沉溺其中， 以痛为瘾，而从这里开始， 我们便能大胆地断言， 有问题的，已不再是负心的他或她， 更不是那无可抗拒的命运，而是宁愿受苦却不为自己负责的你。

现在的我才发觉，原来，让自己受苦的人， 往往都不是别人，而是自己。悲伤与欢乐，其实都掌握在自己的手中。选择权在自己的手掌心上。你有两个选择 ：你选择快乐？还是选择悲伤呢？

若已选择快乐，那此刻的你，应该打从心里告诉自己：“ 我要快乐！我要大笑！我是快乐的！”

相反的，选择悲伤的你呢？遗憾地，你就只能继续当个悲伤的配角，躲在角落暗自哭泣，一直到哭累了，才肯看清现实。

其实，扪心自问，有多少人哭泣，是为了吸引别人的注意，渴望得到别人的关心与恩宠呢？

每个人，都渴望被爱；每个人，都渴望身旁有个可以给他依靠，关怀与温暖的人。但是，千万要记得，你是你，别人始终是别人。快乐，也许是别人带给你的，但它也是你带给自己的。同样的，悲伤，也许是因为某个人，某件事，但是，也许那也是自己在心灵上造成的，是真的悲伤吗？还是你早已成为故事中的小狗，沉溺其中， 以痛为瘾，宁愿受苦却不敢面对现实，不敢为自己负责呢？

现在的你，开心吗？是真的开心吗？还是仅仅在伪装呢？

现在的你，伤心吗？还在为某件事或某个人悲伤呢？

快乐与悲伤，你选择哪个呢？

那，做下选择后，下一步又该如何，又会如何呢？

静下心，让我们仔细想想吧！

快乐，永远永远，都是最棒，最明智的选择 =)

女孩的心

小女孩

一个不懂事的称号

没有敏锐的脑袋

不会说好听的话语

不懂得察言观色

直来直往

感情用事

是她最大的缺点

女孩

懂得提起但放不下的决心

使到自己伤痕累累

暗自留下的泪水

是傻子的泪水

是悔恨的泪水

也是自嘲的泪水

女孩心中的空虚与悲伤

无法被填补

渐渐地

形成了一道很深的伤痕

久久无法痊愈

所面对的痛苦与悲伤

一直环绕着这破碎的心

鲜红转变成灰

"砰"

不见了

女孩

无法对自己坦诚

长久地蒙骗自己

并安慰自己

心深处

早已知道的答案

早已知道的结果

都已被心中的巨石当成虚幻

但是

女孩深知

现实仍旧属于现实

无法改变的现实

终究无法改变

惟有强迫自己

朝向不愉快的现实

女孩

迷失在生命的旅程中

在迷宫里徘徊

终究找不到回家的出路

由于心中的疑惑

偏低的信心

因此总让自己生活在幻影中

混乱现实的生活

女孩

一个傻瓜的女孩

一个愚蠢的女孩

在一个悲伤的夜晚

写下心中所有的想法

女孩

一字一字的拼写着

但是

所要表达的

女孩自己也搞不清

*完结*

Cooking!!!!

3rd week in KTT

Finally

We can cook ourselves

WHY??

Because my housemates' parents from Penang brought different kinds of cooking utensils and electrical appliances here..

What do we have??

Well, we have a rice cooker now..=)

As we have no gas stove here..rice cooker can be regarded as the most important appliance for us to cook daily..

Not only that we cook rice by using the rice cooker, we also use it to cook soup..=)

Secondly, we have a steam cooker too..=)

And..one more thing..We have a REFRIGERATOR..!!!

Well, it belongs to my housemate, Yu Wei, but we do share it to put all the veges and other stuffs..really big thanks to Yu Wei's parents for bringing the fridge here..=)

And so..

started from Monday

We cook our dinner ourselves..

What did we cook for the first day??

HAHA..

We only used the rice cooker and mixed all the veges and stuffs inside to cook a soup

It's kinda like a steamboat

But, a healthy steamboat i think..with all the veges, carrots and so on..

at least better than eating outside foods everyday

=)

preparing the food..=)

our end products =)

Well, it was a simple ones..

even though it might not have a good and attractive appearance,

but

it tasted nice and delicious as it was cooked by ourselves and it had the taste of..

HOME & FAMILY

and this made me kinda homesick and i miss the time my mum cooking

and i miss mummy's soup

XD

So, you can see improvement in my room now..

it's getting more and more stuff inside the room and..

feel more and more like a home..

a family..

with my housemate..

Really thanks GOD for letting me to have three nice housemates here in KTT

With them staying together in an apartment

I feel secure and happy

THANKS GOD For Everything

THANKS for all the blessings here

I LOVE YOU GOD

=)

Fantastic Saturday

10 July 2010

Saturday

Finally we got the chance to go Kuala Lumpur City

Wow

By the time we arrived at Bukit Bintang

Only then we realized that we were actually staying at KL now..LOLz..XD

So, where we went to????????

Firstly, we went to KL Central for KTM of course..

It took us one hour plus to arrive there from college..and it was crowded..really "Malaysia's style"..People squeezing here and there..no personal space at all..lolx..wondering how come Malaysia cant learn from Singapore huh?? Why cant at least be more systematic?? Really "Apa-apa pun BOLEH lah~~" XD

So, after that we took our transit through LRT to Bukit Bintang..There we went to Sungei Wang..(our first destination)

Well, nothing interest actually..everything or every shops still the same..I bought two t-shirt for RM 16..I think it is cheap and i need it here..=)

Interesting places we found there......???

~ GREEN BOX ~

Well, i think this place is interesting for those who sing-K and i am the one..haha..XD

Oh gosh, the price here is really expansive especially it is Saturday..But seriously when compared to Kuching K-Box, it is really cooler cause the songs there are latest and the room is really big..really COOL..But, ends up we did not go there..XD

Then......

~ T-Bowl ~

What's it?? XD..Well, it is a Toilet Bowl Restaurant or something like bathroom restaurant..haha..XD..It is damn cool and funny o~~ haha..XD

I am glad to find this restaurant..Before that, i used to see the advertisement regarding this shop in Epop Magazine and everytime when i read the advertisement i was like : "OMG Mum, this shop is so cool and funny, damn cute!!! " And YESH!! I been there dy mummy..haha..XD

the front part of the restaurant

One of the table..it's quite blur

the table..Well, there's a transparent glass at its surface of cause..haha..XD..it's like a sink..XD

the menu!!! cute eh?? haha..still got a toothbrush at the side..haha..XD

My drink~~Mango Sago..XD

My food~Baked Cheese Curry Rice..yummy yummy..XD..it's cute..haha..=P..but Edmund says it is gelik..lolz..haha..XD

Well, if you ask me..is the food nice?? My answer will be actually it's just normal..haha..XD..only that the restaurant is unique that attract people to eat there..

And the price???

EXPANSIVE..>.<

Spend RM20++ there just for one lunch..but it's my first time been there and i think i will not go there again..perhaps after a long time later..haha..XD

After that..

We went Times Square

Well, many shops, cheap sales, but i did not buy anything although the clothes are really attractive as i do not have the chance to wear those clothes in KTT

lolx

So, later..me and Bian went Red Box singing K

At first, we planned to go together

6 of us together

who knows

All of them changed their mind for not singing k

Sianz..

But, as me and bian insisted to sing

So, we just sing ourselves

Red Box

A nice K-centre

Big room

Latest Songs

and as only 2 of us

no people "rampas" mic with us so we could sing freely

Feel Nice!!!

..haha..

We really enjoyed it

But

We spent RM33++ for that

worth???

Don't care..cause i really ENJOYED it so much!!! XD

Released all my stress and burden inside my heart

Shouting freely

OH YESH!!!!

So,

That was the day

Over already

But a good memory indeed

=)

Thanks God For all the Blessings

Love You My Dearest God

My New Life at Kolej Teknologi Timur

First of all

I am really sorry my dear blog and readers for being down-dated for such a long time..

Really busy these days..

WHY??

Because school reopened and I started my whole new life

A new story of mine....

Where am I now??

Well

KOLEJ TEKNOLOGI TIMUR

Ever heard that??

I am sure that you guys do not know where is this college as i did not have any idea about it too before i came here..LOLzz..XD

It is located at Sepang, a middle of nowhere actually..haha..XD

Surrounded by natural environment and..

far from the kl city

the nearest is to Nilai, Negeri Sembilan..lolz..XD

But yea..

It is definitely a conducive place to fully focus in study..haha..=D

Well..about my life here??

Hmmm...

So, for the first week, we had our orientation..

It was a tiring week. We had to wake up early in the morning and sleep late for performance training practices. Besides, the activities were really packed, had to rush here and there, mostly ice-breaking, briefings and so on..

But well, it was over and the lessons started this week already..

We are all being divided into classes with 27 of us each..

And yea..

SADLY..

ALL the lecturers here are really "PRO" in teaching..

All are Malays with just very few Indians

I am sure that everyone will tears out because of their profession..=.='''

Now only i know the fact that

Students studying here MUST really strive very hard and have to fully depends on themselves in order to succeed

If not..

I am sure that we are going to fail

>.<

So..

Before this, let me share something about the performance competition during the orientation..

Very luckily, i was in group 2 again..(Number 2 is really my number..i got everything with number 2 here..lolx..XD )

We were being arranged to perform a choir..(It was indeed a very special choir)

My group was a very crazy group..name?? GAGA..(My seniors really love Lady Gaga very much..zz..=.=''')

So, the song that we sang was a remix song, we started with "Heal the World", then continued with "Waka waka", "Eenie Minie", "Baby", " What You Waiting For ", "I Got The Feeling" and ended with "Bad Romance"..It was a nice remix..and i enjoyed every training session with all my group members so much..and..Guess what???!!!

WE GOT SECOND PLACE AMONG THE TEN GROUPS!!! OH YES!!!! THANKS GOD =)

Our hard work did pay off at the end..=)

CONGRATULATIONS GROUP 2 GAGA!!!!

me and Bibiana (one of the sarawakian here..=D)

crazy make-up and GAGA pose..lolz..XD

CONGRATULATIONS GAGA!!

our lovely facis and seniors =)

Well, i liked myself now as i really open up myself to get involve in all sorts of activities..including the crazy ones which i never do before..i shouted loudly with them, sang loudly with them, danced happily with them, applied crazy make-up for the choir and I enjoyed every moments here..=D

And Now..Let me introduce you guys my room..=)

**My living room~~

haha..my dear roommate~Gong Bao =)

**My Bedroom~~

Guess which one is mine?? haha..i am sure those who know me will know..XD

**My Study Table~~

nice?? =P

**Toilet~~

Well, at first it is so terrible when we first moved in..but now..i am satisfied with it..=)

**Shower room~~

Still ok isn't it??XD

**Sink~~

Well, the sink is spoiled..>.<

Well,

Coming to KTT

I learn to be independent

or perhaps

I HAVE TO BE INDEPENDENT

=)

The first thing that made me felt satisfied when i first came here is that

I washed my own clothes

LOLzz..

Well, maybe this is a very normal thing for everyone

But..

I felt so satisfied and happy when i looked at the clothes hanging at the balcony

I was like

"YES!!! I did it!!!"

Of course..

not only washing clothes

I have to do the housework myself

prepare my meals

arrange my time wisely

manage myself well

And

Surprisingly..

I can handle them well

even things that i have never done before

I tried to handle every tasks and i did it

YES!!!

=)

Well, this is my first time building a book rack for myself..i hurt my finger while hammering..lolz..>.<

But i gain a new experience again..feel nice..=)

So,

That's all for this post..

I think it is too long already..

=)

Will share about my life here in the next post ya..

Take Care and All The Best Everyone

May God Bless All Of Us

=D

P.S: Oh ya, I joined Christian Fellowship here and i am really happy to have the chance to know more about God here =) I went to church too =) It was awesome..=) I feel so warm while joining every events related to God..=) In the path of getting used to it and get closer to HIM..

THANKS GOD FOR EVERYTHING =)

MUACKS

Leaving

28 Jun 2010

Started my first journey to Kolej Teknologi Timur

A small college located at Sepang, Kuala Lumpur

This is my first time leaving home for study

Few months staying away from my lovely house, lovely bed, lovely parents, lovely family, lovely cousins and of coz my lovely friends

But Thanks God..I am not alone..

Together with Bian, Edmund and Gabriel, we started our footsteps, traveled through South China Sea using MAS airlines, towards our future pathway..that is..KOLEJ TEKNOLOGI TIMUR (KTT)..

Before that..i thought that i will cry for this leaving

But..

I did not..

In contrary

I felt quite excited

Well, frankly..i did tears..by the moment when i stepped out of my house

when i heard my mum crying and saying at the same time

"Have to leave already o..Chien"

I cant control my emotion

Tears rolling down my cheeks

just wanna say

I LOVE U

MUM AND DAD

I LOVE U

MY SIBLINGS

I LOVE YOU

MY SWEET HOME

I LOVE YOU

MY COUSINS

I LOVE YOU

MY FRIENDS

I LOVE

KUCHING

MY HOMETOWN

A PEACEFUL TOWN

I MISS EVERYONE & EVERYTHING

TAKE CARE EVERYONE

I WILL DO MY BEST HERE

I WILL STAY STRONG

LOVE YOU ALL

MUACKS

*HUGS*

Welcome to this World

17 June 2010

My little baby niece was born!!

Congratulation to Mei Mei Sis =)

Finally i saw her today

OMG

The little baby is so cute !!!

K.A.W.A.I.I

Welcome to this world my little niece

Welcome to this lovely big family

Stay cute and healthy ya

=)

got the chance to hug her..so happy!!! haha..XD

drinking milk..cute..=D

B3st Fri3nDs F0r3v3R

My Dearest

Jing Yee & Yu Huan

I Miss You Guys~

Very Very Much

Since Form One

We had been together

We played, We cried, We laughed, We gossiped Together

Even be scolded by teacher together

=P

Even now

Even we are seperated

Hardly contact each other because of studies

But

We never forget each other

Our heart never break apart

Will remember each other FOR3v3R

Lov3 You Guys Muchxx

Missing You Guys

I miss the time we talked, crazy, played together

Doing projects together

Doing folio together

Attending Co-curricular activities together

Shopping together

Watching movie together

Eating together

Complaining about teacher together

Angry together

Went Sarikei together

Went Damai together

and lots more

It's really memorable

Every of the little memories

are still fresh in my mind, my heart

I feel happy and funny when i recall back

It is really touching

=)

The moment i type this

Tears filled my eyes

Happy moments fly

Still remember

We ever talked about seperating after Secondary Five

We promise each other that

We MUST keep in touch even though we are far apart

and now

I am leaving first

Tomorrow is the time

28 June 2010

And

I have to wave goodbye first

Goodbye my dears

But

We know

It is just Temporary

I will be back

soon

And gather with you guys again

Wait me owh~~

=)

REMEMBER

{BEST}{FRIENDS}{FOREVER}

A meaningful phrase

That is our promise

{FRIENDS} is going to leave first

But

She will be back and

REUNITE

with {BEST} & {FOREVER}

To complete our promises

Gambateh my dear Jing Yee & Yu huan

Good Luck in Form Six

And I trust that both of you CAN achieve GREAT SUCCESS in future

Must take good care ya

Stay healthy and happy always

Smile and Cheers always

God bless

Chien

Missing you guys

Muacks

=)

{Best}{Friends}{Forever}

ENTER K =)

Went Enter K at Crown Square today

For the first time~~

=)

Together with Yang, Wei Yin and Kenny

We went there at 11a.m. until 3p.m.

It was awesome!!

I always go crazy when i am with them..haha..XD

Sing happily with them

being "high" together with them

Really enjoyable

XP

Oh ya

Yang ah kor..

Thanks for bringing me out these days

Really memorable and nice

Safe flight ya tomorrow

All the best and Take Good Care

Be happy always and stay healthy

Keep in touch ya

GAMBATEH!!

=)

P.S : Busy these few days..prepare study stuff..settle this and that..hanging out with family and friends..that's why long time didn't upload my blog..sorry..XD And yea..because of this..i have burned a big hole in my pocket..=( *heart pain..sobsob*

感激

感激上天

给我一个重生的机会

感激上天

给我一份如此珍贵的礼物

这份得来不易的礼物

对我来说

实在太珍贵了

告诉自己

无论再苦再累

我都会努力撑到最后

现在

我不需要再为金钱而烦恼

不需要想着如何把钱赚回

然而

我只知道

竟然上天给了我这个机会

我一定会好好珍惜

不会再存有任何的奢望

一心一意

为社会献力

帮助所有需要帮助的人

让每个人都找到幸福与快乐

感激上天

让我找回最原始的自己

感谢上天

让我找回一颗

想把爱与希望奉献于人的心

感谢上天给我的所有一切

我爱您

JPA??!!!! Me???????!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OMG!!! Is it true???

JPA....I GOT It???? OMG~~~~~

me???? Sin Chien????!!!!

It was soooooooo unbelievable!! I can't believe it!!!!

I was so shocked!!! EXTREMELY!!!!

Mum lied me in the afternoon..As I was at daddy's shop that time and i did not bring my broadband so i could not check..(Well, i did it purposely for not bringing broadband cause i told myself that i am giving up dy and i did not want to care anymore as i know i did not have such a good luck..)

So, mum helped me to check at home..she did not call back after she called me and asked for my password..from that moment..i told myself that.."It's okay Sin Chien, it's under your prediction and you're going to AIMST dy..maybe that's your fate and AIMST suit you.." Yea, i was totally giving up and i did not feel sad or disappointed since i was numb dy after so many times of failing..And after that, when mum backed shop, yea, she told me that "Saya Tidak Dapat"..Well, it's really okay..I continued study and i didn't care bout it anymore..

But then at night, Fabian told me some of his friends got it..i was like.."WOW..SO GOOD.." and I told my mum about that and only then she laughed and told me that.."Actually i haven't check this afternoon cause the website could not be entered" WHAT??? YOU LIED ME???..My heart beat rapidly..i was kinda shivering when i knew bout that..At the same time, phone ringing..Yang called me and he said he got it and asked for my result..I was speechless as I haven't check it..(My mum really......**speechless**)

So, ends up, I had to check myself..I entered the web, with mum and dad by my side..after entered the web and typed my password, i quickly ran away and not long after..heard mum shouting!!! "I GOT IT..INDIA!!"

She quickly "pulled" me back to my room..

WHAT????

I read the text..OMG!!! Is it my name?? LEE SIN CHIEN..OMG!!! It's really my name!!!!

I was speechless at that moment and i could not believe what i saw..I felt like it was not true..am i dreaming?? I kept "daftar keluar" and "daftar masuk" and there is no mistake..I really GOT it..WOW..

Mum and Dad are so happy!!! Extremely~~~ lol..And, what about me?? I didn't know what's my feeling..happy?? Yea..I am..but compared to being happy..i feel more like..SHOCKED AND WEIRD..I kept asking myself in my heart.."HOW COME??HOW COME I GOT IT???I AM NOT SUPPOSE TO GET IT..AND IT IS OVERSEAS NOT LOCAL!!!" I thought it should be local..OMG!!! XD

Who should i thank??? Oh well, sooooooooo many people to thanksssssssss..

THANKS to my MUM, really SUPER THANKS MUM..if you 're not with me that time..I won't be given this chance..YOU REALLY HELP ME A LOT AND DID A LOT OF EFFORT IN IT..I am really sorry last time and now i realize that..MUM IS ALWAYS THE BEST AND I REALLY LOVE YOU MUMMY..CANT IMAGINE A WORLD WITHOUT YOU..❤

And of course, my DAD..THANKS for being my side and listen to my heart when i need you..I LOVE YOU DADDY..❤

THANKS GRANDMA~ Thanks for calling me every time when i am down..I LOVE YOU~ ❤

THANKS GRANDPA IN THE HEAVEN~Thanks for your blessing and i will never forget that you are the FIRST one who supported me to become a doctor..LOVE YOU FOREVER GRANDPA~~❤ Your grand daughter is going to achieve her dreams now..=)

THANKS to my COUSINS..ALL of them..thanks for caring me and supporting me..Thanks for waking me up..thanks...❤

THANKS MY FRIENDS..especially FABIAN CHEW..thanks for "scolding" me..thanks for waking me up..thanks for supporting and advising me..really THANKS..you really help me a lot every time when i am down and stupid..just like what you say "GILA"..XD..really can't imagine what i will be now if you didn't "scold" me..and i still blame you that time..I AM REALLY SORRY..forgive me please~~~ =)

And one more..THANKS GOD..I realize that i said too many things that i am not suppose to say before..I should not give up GOD..i should not blame GOD..I AM REALLY SORRY and only now I TRUST WHOLE-HEARTED that..GOD IS ALWAYS WITH US AND BY OUR SIDE..

Finally everything settle dy..leave aside AIMST..and prepare myself for A-level at KTT, Sepang now..Frankly, I am NOT ready for the SUDDEN change..I AM REALLY NOT READY..

I am still blur with what i got..really too unbelievable..It's too surprise!!! I never ever think of that..really...a mixture of feelings fill up my heart now..All I want to do now is..SORRY TO EVERY MISTAKES I HAD MADE THAT TIME AND I SWEAR THAT..I WILL NEVER EVER REPEAT ANY OF THE MISTAKES ANYMORE IN FUTURE..

Back to the normal..I know what i suppose and not suppose to do now..I will make myself mature..I won't hide anymore..I will study hard and fulfills my dreams..........

*Help and take care of everyone who need help and give out LOVE to everyone*

That's my main reason for being a doctor

I will keep it in heart and mind forever

and hopefully

it will come true

SO

GAMBATEH SIN CHIEN

NO MORE TURNING BACK

NO MORE REGRET

AND

GAMBATEH EVERYONE

LET US MOVE ON AND ACHIEVE SUCCESS IN FUTURE

ALL THE BEST

GOD BLESS

❤❤❤

Short Hair AGAIN~~

Well, after few days of thinking and considering..

Finally..

I made a decision..

That is...

Cut my hair Short AGAIN~~ lol..

Reason?????

Just simply because i don't think i suit long hair..lolzz...XD

And feel more comfortable with short hair..=)

So..can't tie my hair again....

Bye Bye my hair~~~

And..

Comment from everyone is ~~ ARE YOU STILL PRIMARY SCHOOL??

OMG..that's too young lar~~ am I?? zz..HAHA..XD

Damai Trip June 2010 ❤

5th @ 6th June ~ Having a two days one night overnight trip with family..=)

It was holidays on the 5th (Sat) as our "beloved" Malaysia's Agung's Birthday..=.=..lolz..XD

Well, this is not the first time going to Damai with family of course..but will be the last time for the moment now i suppose..so, i was really excited for the trip..=)

So, as usual, what can we do there??

~ Swimming~ lolz..this was the main thing i wanted to do there..haha..really quite a long time didn't swim dy..REALLY LOVE SWIMMING~~~ hohoho =P

Then, playing along the beach and bathing in the sea !!! LOVE THE BEACH AND THE BLUE SEA!!! Take a deep breath and the air is really fresh and cool~~~~~ =)

Well, the sea water was really salty this time when compared to last time i went there..lolz..

And one more thing that made us disappointed was that..no tide and wave this time..the sea was calm and it was really quite bored by just bathing in the sea without waves..>.<

the sea side

during the evening

almost sunset

(These are the different views of Damai taken at different time..lolz..nice scene anyway..haha)

So, Damai~ for swimming, sea bathing, playing along the beach and what else?? Hmm..just ENJOY & RELAX..lolz..haha..XD

Oh ya, one more thing is the SEAFOOD!!! Really love the seafood at Buntal Restaurant..so delicious~~ *YUMMY YUMMY*

P.S: One thing that i really enjoy every time when going to Damai is the YUMMY FOOD!!! hoho..XD..Both the delicious breakfast and dinner..*saliva coming out~~~=)*

at the restaurant

Found one game that is interesting at Damai this time~~ "SNAKE CHESS"..cool..it is a large one..haha..playing with brother and sister after swimming..lolz..sound childish right?? but....Who Cares..I am still Young!! or perhaps..I Look Young..haha..XD

large ones..haha..XD

So, this was the trip..2 days..past really fast..but it was really an enjoyable moment..i appreaciate it very much..=)

with mummy..=)

with daddy =)

with sis XD

*end*

ALL THE BEST AND TAKE CARE EVERYONE!!!

=)