Cashier And Business

Hmmp..really tiring now..lolz..XD
Together with family, went to grandma's house today for the whole day..And..i became the cashier for the whole day..hoho..XD
Well, my grandma's house is a shop house..doing business..As Hari Gawai is just around the corner..my uncles are extremely busy with their business..Many customers come in and out buying things such as cookies, soft drinks, cakes, veges and so on for the Gawai..
The customers came non-stop today..one-by-one and they bought lots of things..lolz..XD
So, as i am really free and doing business is one of my hobbies..i take the opportunity to help them..so great that i could help..=)

[{ Well, this is not the first time i help them..but this time is the busiest ones..really don't even have the chance to take a drink and rest..haha }]

I became the cashier whole day..counting the prices, collecting and counting the money, giving back the change, putting the goods into the plastic bag and so on..really busy..but I ENJOYED IT...HAHA..XD..
Recall back..time flies..it had been about 2 or 3 months dy since "The Chinese New Year Store" at Kenyalang..WOW..NOW ALREADY JUNE!!! XD

"Time Really Wait For No Man"..hmmp..XD

After today..i realize that I REALLY LOVE BUSINESS..It is really FUN AND ENJOYABLE..especially when you get the chance to meet all kinds of customers and they will smile to you when you say thank you to them..=) I REALLY ENJOY IT AND I LIKE THAT FEELING SO MUCH..=)

"Is business my cup of tea???"

HAHA..DON'T THINK TOO MUCH SIN CHIEN!! XD

Well, maybe because i am growing up in a "Business Family" where all my cousins are doing their own business..i am kinda influenced by them..i LOVE business too..=)
But well, for me, it is just an interest or a part time job..that is not my main ambition though..

But hmmp.. i do hope that i can get myself involve in business in future besides doing my main job..=) IS IT POSSIBLE?? HMMP..QUITE HARD I THINK..DON'T EVEN KNOW WHETHER I CAN GET ENOUGH SLEEP AND TAKE CARE OF MY FAMILY OR NOT..lolz..haha..XD

Anyway..sincerely i hope i can do it..=D

So, it is a great day today..rather than doing nothing and feeling bored..=)

Looking forward to Gawai holidays now!!!! Going to have a vacation with whole family and cousins..HOHOHO..*HAPPY HAPPY* =) =)

SMILE~~~~~~~~ AND STAY HAPPY EVERYONE =P

SAY CHEESESSSSSS~~~~~~~~ =)

P.S. : Eat alot today..haiz..gonna gain weight AGAIN~~ sobsob..=(

Daddy is back!!! =)

Finally, daddy coming back from Sabah..=)
Miss you so much daddy~~~
Daddy's come back is always a comfort to me..
But hmm..every time when i am down, i am silly and so on..daddy are not around..is that good or bad?? lolz..BUT for sure..mum is going to suffer so much during that time..=.=
Daddy become so black this time..really severe sunburn..wondering how come Sabah so hot har?? hmmp..>.<
MOST IMPORTANT THING IS THAT..DADDY, I KNOW HOW MUCH HARD WORK YOU HAVE DONE AND HOW HARD YOU WORK JUST TO SUPPORT THIS FAMILY..REALLY THANKS DADDY..
Everyone is glad that daddy is coming back home..we really miss and need you so much..
DAD IS ALWAYS THE MOST IMPORTANT SUPPORTER FOR THE WHOLE FAMILY..=)
LOVE YOU DAD~~~
WELCOME BACK YA..
MUACKSSSSSSS~~~~~~



YOUR SILLY DAUGHTER
-CHIEN-

SHOW "XIAO ZHU" Is Coming To Kuching!!!!

29th May, Saturday

SHOW "Xiao Zhu" is coming to Kuching for his sign and fan meeting !!!

Oh Well, i am not his big fans but hey..he is a SUPER IDOL too..it was really rare for TAIWAN SUPER IDOL coming to Kuching..XD

So, me along with my friends (Fabian, Karen, Jason, Guan Yi, Sharon, Pei Sze) had a gathering today..

The gathering started with breakfast at kenyalang "Noodles Expert"..

We ate the "famous" Kolo Mee there but hmm..i cant taste any difference and special of the Mee..zz..Well, maybe just the "KOK KOK KOK" sounds made by the cooker?? lolz..XD (Ah bian..i dont think tat the KOK KOK KOK sound is the reason of its popularity lo..swt swt..haha.=P and thanks for "Chia-ing" us..XP)

After the breakfast, we went Spring..

OMG..The Spring was crowded by his fans..it is the first time i saw so many people at Spring..

All the young fans, young teenagers..well, including us..haha..XD..were waiting excitedly for him..

Part of the crowd..lolz..XD

only a part..XD

So..can u imagine how crowded it was?? XD

As i am TOO short..unfortunately, i cant see him!!! We arrived too late..hmp..>.<

Well, it was a VERY short fan meeting..he sang one song only (actually just HALF song as he started from the chorus part..=.=''') Nothing much to see and excited too..he is almost the same as shown on the TV..wearing sunglass..=0

Just that when the fans screamed..it was really SUPER HIGH..haha..XD

my brother got his signature and he is so happy..lolz..XD

So, after that, we went to have a drink and then..watch movie at MBO..[{SHREK 3}]

It was a nice movie!!! SO cute and SO funny!!! Laughing all the way and the ending is really touch and sweet~~~~~~~~ =) =)

It is really worth to watch this movie!!! =)

SHREK 3

With this, our gathering endsssss..

We went home after that..

It is really a nice gathering as it has been quite a long time we did not see each other since the school reopened..but somehow..the feeling of happiness has abit different when compared to all the gatherings before..Well, maybe i know myself that after these few gatherings..i am going to leave and we will be seperated?? >.<

So~ REALLY have to cherish the left over time being together now..=)

P.S : Thanks Ah Bian for the keychain..it had transfered to my blog dy..haha..XD It is really so nice and cute..=) LOVE IT SO MUCH~~~ =) I will take care of the pig very well =) haha..XD I appreciate it..=)

Really cute..thx lots ah bian..=)

My blog are becoming emo these days..wanna change it back..hoho..XD

HERE IT GOES SIN CHIEN....restart~~ with a NEW HAPPY LIFE..=) GAMBATEH =)

为什么连发泄的权利都不给我？

人

是有感情的动物

会哭

会笑

会生气

会伤心

我也是人

为什么连生气的权利都不给我？？

我知道耍脾气不好

会伤害到别人

同时也伤到自己

但是

当时正处于低潮时期

我难免心情不好

闹闹脾气

发泄心中的不满

有错吗？？

就因为把好多好多的心事埋在心里

怕说出来会伤到你们

所以迟迟不敢开口说出心里真正的想法

使我就好比一颗定时炸弹

一旦爆发了

我自己也不懂自己在干嘛

把自己关闭起来

把心事统统往心里塞

那种心情

有多难受你们懂吗？？

一直以来

我非常信任你

可你却把我最脆弱

最失败的一面告诉别人

你知道我有多伤心吗？？

你了解那种仿佛被人讽刺的心情吗？？

我知道你关心我

但是

每个人都有属于自己的私人空间

你却轻易地侵略了我的隐私

背叛了我对你的信任

我怕

好害怕

败给你了

对不起，请不要安慰我

拜托
够了
请别再问我有没有中
别再问我为什么我没中
不要用疑惑的眼神看我
不要用怜悯的眼光看我
不要用伤心的语调替我抱怨
不要为我担心
不要为我生气
不要同情我
更不要安慰我
我不知道答案
我也没有你们想象的那么优秀
你们越是那样
我越是自责
越是失望
越是伤心
越是觉得对不起
越是觉得自己很没用
辜负了你们的期望
请让我自己一个人静一静
想一想
我会没事的
请放心
不要关心我了
大家的心意
我已经深深感受到了
谢谢你们
对不起
再一次的
我又失败了
对不起

SORRY

I AM REALLY SORRY DADDY AND MUMMY
I AM SO SORRY
SORRY FOR MY IMMATURE THINKING
SORRY FOR MY STUPID ACTS
SORRY FOR MY SILLINESS
SORRY FOR MAKING BOTH OF YOU WORRY
SORRY FOR MAKING YOU GUYS SAD
SORRY FOR MAKING YOU GUYS DISAPPOINTED
SORRY FOR MAKING YOU GUYS ANGRY
SORRY FOR EVERYTHING
I AM SORRY
REALLY REALLY SORRY
FORGIVE ME PLEASE
I PROMISE
NO MORE NEXT TIME
SINCERELY SORRY
SORRY DADDY AND MUMMY
SORRY

我不会放弃的！！！

马来西亚政府
你们真是够了
一向来
就只会口口声声地说malaysia boleh, satu malaysia
对啊
真的是boleh cakap kosong, satu MALAY~sia 罢了
第一次
这么坚决地认为
生长在这里
好可笑
好丢脸
如今
有没有得到所谓的奖学金
我也没关系了
我看透了
对于这个愚蠢的国家
我不抱任何希望了
从现在起
我不会再相信所谓的政府政策
我会用功读书
我绝对不会放弃
更加努力求学
在将来取得成功
马来西亚
等着失败吧！！

疯了

我疯了
简直是疯了
我到底在干嘛？？
只知道清醒后
桌上一堆玻璃碎片
鲜血流着
不停地流着
止了好久才停了
血流着
可是
一点痛楚都没有
这点痛
比不上心中那股撕裂的痛
我疯了
麻痹了
今天的我
死了
然而
又重新活过来了

好累

好累
日子过得好累
原本应该已经解决的事情
到现在还在卡着
没有结论
每天听着朋友们述说着新的学校生活
好羡慕
又好空虚
听着心好疼
全身好疲惫
好累
真的好累
我真的越来越不对劲了
以前开朗的我
消失了
以前的自信心
以往的期待
不见了
一颗热爱帮助别人的心
也渐渐被埋没了
讨厌现在的自己
我不是这样的
我不要这样
我厌恶
生活需要如此现实吗？
我好累
好累好累

P.S : Really don't like the feeling of being emo..haiz..=(

珍惜 =)

前几天，在报章上看了一小段句子
感觉好优美，好有意思哦，
所以
想写在这里
和大家分享分享
=)
句子是这样的。。

" 有些感情我们习以为常，
就如每时每刻该呼吸的空气，
因为太平常，所以我们感觉不到它的存在 ”



“ 有些感情我们以为不必维系，
就像一杯平淡的白开水，
因为太自然，也不曾想到有一天会失去 ”


我读了后
感触好深
觉得作者写得好好哦
我们往往不懂得如何珍惜
就好比一件东西
就在你面前
但是
你却忽视了它的存在
它的重要性
然而
却等到失去后
才知道它有多重要
有多可贵

人
为什么往往都如次呢？？
好矛盾
哈哈
也许这就是上天给我们的考验吧
珍惜与否
完全掌握在自己手中

珍惜拥有
以免将来后悔
就太迟了
=）

眼泪控制不住了

今天

又一次在你们的面前
眼泪不听话的掉了
长这么大
这次
已经是今年第二次在你们的面前
显示了我的懦弱
我的无助
我想忍
拼命地忍住泪水
但是
还是控制不了了

你们说
“你看你，动不动就哭了，
要我和爸爸如何放心让你自己一个人到外面去读书呢？？
你又很矮小，心也不成熟，
去那么远的地方，
我们怎会不担心呢？”

对啊
现在的我
才发觉自己有多懦弱
多胆小
一点都还没成熟
要你们如何放心呢
我什么都不会做
从小在你们的细心呵护下长大
如同生长在温室中的花朵
我嘴硬
往往口是心非
眼睁睁说自己一个人没关系
我很勇敢
但是今天
我却把自己最真实的一面呈现在你们的眼底
在自己大声说出
“我不舍得离开
我不想自己一个人到陌生的地方
我害怕
我不想去那儿”
的那一瞬间
我无法再欺骗自己了
我抵不过对自己所设下的谎言
刚才不小心脱口的一番话
真真实实地呈现出心底最真实的话语
反应出最真实的自己

当下
我哭
妈也哭了
那一刹那
我懂
你的心
碎了
淌血着
因为愚蠢无知的我
你累了
对不起
我不是故意的
但是自己
控制不住了

爸妈
对不起
我不是故意要再让你们担心的
我无法不承认
自己确实还没有长大
总是让你们担心
对不起
请原谅你们的女儿
我会对自己的所许下的承诺负责
我答应过你们
无论多辛苦
我都会忍
我答应过你们这一点
我会尽力做到
对不起
又一次
让你们难过了
对不起

对不起

母亲节快乐！！！

五月九日

母亲节快乐
祝全天下的母亲

母情节快乐

妈咪
我爱您
母亲节快乐
=）

HapPy BiRthDaY Ah Y33!!!

Today, my parents organised a birthday party for my brother 12th years old birthday =) (But the actual date is on 16th of May..XD)
It is like a "tradition" of my family celebrating 12th years old birthday for us as it is the year when we are going to seperate if we attend different secondary school and it is a MUST for 3 of us to transfer school since parents do not allow us to go Kuching Town School..lolz..so we have the same fate..XD

buffet=)

So, it is a great party for Yee i think..almost all his classmates came and wishing him Happy Birthday..(the presents recieved..well..it's alot..definitely..lolz..XD)
And the kids are really playful..my house was completely like a zoo..haha..XD But i think everyone enjoyed the moment..=)

So..this is just a short post..nothing much to write down..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YA AH YEE!!!!
JIE JIE HOPE THAT YOU GET STRAIGHT AS IN YOUR UPSR YA..=)
STAY HEALTHY
AND
ALL THE BEST!!!
GOOD LUCK =)

Secret Recipe cake presented by cousins for Yee =)

wishing =)

cutting cake =)

smile..birthday boy..you grow up dy..=)

离别与不舍

现在的心情
感到特别地空虚
原本想好要写篇祝福语给你
但是想想
我们已经互相鼓励与支持好多好多会儿了
所以我想
你应该知道我会叮咛些什么了吧
=）
离别的话题
从星期一就开始聊至今
一转眼
明天一早睁开眼后
你就不在古晋了
说舍得
那是骗人的
认识那么久
你就像是生活中的一部分
一个重要的角色
朋友
同学
读书伙伴
生意伙伴
白痴搭档
无论什么事情
考试
奖学金
或情谊问题
我们总会互相扶持，鼓励，学习
也许是习惯了
往往遇上难题
我总会想到你
希望得到你的鼓励，支持
也希望你会骂我，提醒我
希望你会给我些建议
让我从失望中站出来
是你让我学会坚强与坚持
是你
在我伤心难过时，让我开心，
让我对生活仍然充满期待与希望
虽然期间
会吵吵闹闹
甚至想放弃过这段友谊
有时也会为了朋友的闲言闲语
怀疑过自己的对与错
但是
我无法欺骗自己
你是如此珍贵
怎么也忘不了，放不下
不管别人对你有什么看法
但是我始终相信
我再也找不到第二个像你一样棒的猴子了
我很不舍
想到你先离开
留下我自己一人在这里等待
孤单与心痛的心情
油然而生
也许今晚以后
就无法每天聊天
互相作弄
MSN，FB也将会少了那熟悉的名字
但是
我相信你一定会回来
至少，在我离开之前

强忍泪水
“再见”这两个字
我真的好不想说出口
但是怎么办呢？？
还是没办法了
暂时“再见”了
周邦耀
一定要好好照顾自己
读书要努力
但是千万别忘了照顾健康哦
多喝开水
不要再傻傻地让自己生病了哦
在那全新的环境
要懂得结识新的伙伴
做事情或讲话前
一定要先好好考虑哦
当然
一定要保持联络
千万别有了新朋友后就忘了我哦
祝福你
加油！！！

My First & New Personal NoteBook!!!! XD

Finally got my personal pc..really thanks lots Daddy and Mummy!!! Muacks...=)
It's a red Toshiba..lovely and nice..really really really LOVE it so much..XD
But well, I am not that excited for it too..don't know why..
Last time, when i got a new hand phone..i used be very happy for it but after buying and getting this notebook today, what i feel more is that.."Am i going to leave home soon??" Lol
But no matter what, this is a very precious belonging for me..it will be accompanying me in the future..not only for doing homework but the most important thing is to communicate and keep in touch with my dear family and friends..=) And that's the main reason for buying it..XD
For students who needa further their studies..PC is really a very important tool..
I promise that I will take good care and appreciate it very very much..=)
Really SUPER THANKS & LOVE YOU~~DADDY AND MUMMY~~
I won't let you guys disappointed and I will do my best & achieve success in future..=)
I will be a good girl too..haha..=D
M.U.A.C.K.S.S.S.S.S.S..=)